Always Learning

If you are in a place where you think there is nothing else to learn, beware, that is dangerous territory. We should ALWAYS be learning; spiritually, physically, emotionally and so on. 

The areas I am most learning in and will mostly likely never stop learning in, is my relationship with Christ, my marriage and parenting. These three areas of my life I am consistenly questioning; "Am I making God proud?", "Do I love and support my husband 100%?" "Am I a good mother?" All these thoughts run through my mind.

For now I will touch on the subject of parenting...

It is NOT easy, I'll be honest. But would I trade being the mother to my two beautiful girls, no way. Over the past couple months I have, I guess you could say, "reevaluated" my parenting. I blame myself for my girls maybe not reaching certain milestones, for behavior "issues"; mostly because I am the person they spent the most time with, ever.

God has reminded me that I am not in control, that he will and has equipped my husband and I to teach and raise our girls the way He has planned it out. All we can do is ask for God to give us the wisdom to do whats right. He ultimately knows best and has given us the job to be stewards of our children.

I have to remember to take each day one step at a time, and not take my job as a mom all too seriously.  And by seriously  I mean, enjoying my girls, laughing with them, letting them get dirty, etc..

and please, do you and your children a favor..kiss them, hug them, say "I love you", tell them how proud you are of them and how much God loves them unitl they throw up :)